Thursday, 31 May 2007

SNOW PATROL LYRICS

"Signal Fire"

The perfect words never crossed my mind,
Cuz there was nothin' in there but you.
I felt every ounce of me screaming out,
But the sound was trapped deep in me.
All I wanted just sped right past me,
While I was rooted fast to the earth,
I could be stuck here for a thousand years,
Without your arms to drag me out.

[Chorus:]
There you are standing right in front of me
There you are standing right in front of me
All this fear falls away to leave me naked,
Hold me close, cuz I need you to guide me to safety.

No, I don't want to wait forever [x2]

In the confusion and the aftermath,
You are my signal fire.
The only resolution and the only joy,
Is the faint spark of forgiveness in your eyes.

[Chorus (x2)]

No, I don't want to wait forever [x3]

rain rain rain

today is so not a good day for me.

i woke up rather early, took my towel and walked to the toilet half asleep. on my way there, i bang my shoulder on the wall. i stripped naked, sat on the toilet and rub my eyes. not doing any business, i fell asleep again. hahas. damn tired la. brushed teeth, bathed, and shaved. cut myself while shaving. idiot. it bleed like for an hour? i had to use a tissue to press on it to stop the bleeding for an hour. now there's a scar on my lips. my lips too thick. my stumbling block. hahas.

am suppose to study today. but i spent almost the entire day waiting here and there. i'm like a driver. tired.

forget about studying. gotta go again.

see you around.

something to share with you guys.

i close my eyes and say,
we're both lost in our own way.
you're lost on what you want, what to do.
i'm lost without you.

i keep finding the way to lead me,
that light appeared but diminish soon after.
i relied on the stars to guide me,
i realised that you're the only star that i can see.
if, tears could build a stairway,
and memories were a lane,
i would walk right up to heaven
and bring you home again.

Wednesday, 30 May 2007

=(( tummy aches

testimonials,
on life support.

think-tank.

hHiAnCtK

Tuesday, 29 May 2007

.

bad stomach days. i wish i can be normal and shit normally. hahas.

anyway, my poor like baby at home is falling sick. he's having cough and fever. his mouth bleed yesterday and he refuses to play today. poor thing.

been deciding if i should sign up for it. hmm.




Sunday, 27 May 2007

hello!!

i'm back. deleted all unhappy entries and i'm back!

it's not going to take months to see and decide again. cuz.........

anyway, application in process. and and it's gonna take bout 2-3weeks for approval. hope i'll get the approval and get it soon!

wait, but wat's that you may ask. hmm... wait til it gets approved then i'll tell you. =))

Friday, 25 May 2007






Would you be there by Ken Chong, composed by Redwan Ali

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that’s okay,
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender love and care
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back…

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you’ll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you’ll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

i took this young boy out for a walk just now. and guess wat? he can say "bye bye". hahas. tho it doesn't sound like the exact word as we grown-ups would say, but at least he did try to say something similar! he said "hua hua". in the exact same tone that we would say bye to him. i'm so proud of this boy. he's naughty, cranky and loves to tag along when we're going out. but nevertheless, he's cute isn't it? =)

had panel review from my supervisor this morning. she screwed us off totally. i was already not in the mood and my presentation sucks. had sore throat, diarrhea, and a little feverish. and she still push us so hard? nahs. it's ok. =)

the food that i've been eating seems tasteless. added salt, pepper dont help. i had to force myself to eat these tasteless food. but there are at times the taste gets so bad that i practically wanted to vomit. it's like something choking on you. something's wrong with my tastebud. ha.

i've tried and tried but it takes me one big round back to the point where i started off. don't beg anymore. just accept that i will always be at that same point. things are different. maybe i should stop dreaming about it already.
I can't sleep,
everything i ever knew,
Is a lie,
without you,

I can't breathe,
when my heart is broke in two,
There's no beat,
without you,

You're not gone,
but you're not here,
At least that's the way it seems tonight,
If we could try to end these wars,
I know that we can make it right,
cause baby,

I don't wanna fight no more,
I forgot what we were fighting for,
and this lonelyness that's in my heart,
won't let me be apart from you,

I don't wanna have to try,
Girl, to live without you in my life,
So, i'm hoping we can start tonight,
cause i don't wanna fight,
no more,

How can I leave,
when everything that I adore,
and everything I'm living for,
Girl, it's in you,

I can't dream,
sleepless nights have got me bad,
The only dream i ever had,
is being with you,

I know that we can make it right,
It's gonna take a little time,
Lets not leave ourselves with no way out,
lets not cross that line,(that line)

I don't wanna fight no more,
I forgot what we were fighting for,
and this lonelyness that's in my heart,
won't let me be apart from you,

I don't wanna have to try,
Girl, to live without you in my life,
So, i'm hoping we can start tonight,
cause i don't wanna fight,
no more,

Remember that i made a vow,
that i would never let you go,
I meant it then, I mean it now,
and i want to tell you so,

I don't wanna fight no more, (oh no)
I forgot what we were fighting for,
and this lonelyness that's in my heart,
won't let me be apart from you,

I don't wanna have to try,
Girl, to live without you in my life,
So, i'm hoping we can start tonight,
(can we start)
cause i don't wanna fight,
no more...

I don't wanna fight no more,
I forgot what we were fighting for, (oh yeah)
and this lonelyness that's in my heart,
(my heart)
won't let me be apart from you,

I don't wanna have to try,
Girl, to live without you in my life,
So, i'm hoping we can start tonight,
(I'm hoping)
cause i don't wanna fight,
no more.......

It's all a lie,
Without you,
without you......

Wednesday, 23 May 2007

tmr, project. whenever i think of it, it just gives me the chillers.

milan and liverpool. c'mon liverpool.

am feeling confused and mixed up. fuck.

and and capt jack is back!

Tuesday, 22 May 2007

i need motivation so much.
motivation in my life
to study for common test
to get my life on track.

ocean's thirteen.

Monday, 21 May 2007

leave me alone. i will bite.
i give up. things have changed. and i fucking dont like this change.

Sunday, 20 May 2007

Lexus GS300
Toyota Camry 2.4
Mazda CX-7
Mercedez SL350
BMW 750i

i like.

my pursuit of perfection.
Never Let you go - Janice

The rain, just never seems to bring
the joy I feel the same. Everlasting pain of my loss remains

My heart can’t seem to learn to part
the hold you left your mark
all that I dreamed of now it seems so stark

Though I told myself won’t hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now but give in

If you gave me one chance to tell you just how I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you
I won’t live my life without you

If you gave me one chance to tell you just how I was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes
and you know I’d never let you go

The way you left me on the train
I don’t know what to say
I remember everything that day
I can’t believe we’d never dance
I just need one more chance
to share the sunset our one last romance
Though I told myself won’t hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now but give in

If you gave me one chance to tell you just how I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you
I won’t live my life without you

If you gave me one chance to tell you just how I was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes
and you know I’d never let you go

Saturday, 19 May 2007

it's back to blogging after i spend half my life time on nothing.

but anyway, 3 cheers to my life now. i'm sucha happy boy! =))


this time round, no tag board for me. i dont need need any unwanted comments plus i doubt anyone will leave one for me anyway.


project work have been filling up my mind like shit. been causing all the headaches and frustration. but hurrah, a challenge for me.


black tower. reisling 2004 white wine.
and tonight, it's just gonna be me, the black tower, and man u vs chelsea match. =)