back, again.

i forgot my new blog's password, so i've decided to come back here. hahas.

but anyway, just to boast for self gratification, here's what we spent on this year's june.

oh, we're so broke.

switching?

spencerification.wordpress.com

i know i am blogging lesser lately, but recently, i've been deciding to switch over to another host with the feature of privatising certain entries.

but anyway, i might be back to blogspot as and when i feel like it!

see ya!

photos!

hi guys! am feeling free so i've decided to upload some of the photos taken during the trip. here's some!

we had a fantastic view of the left wing and fortunately enough, the wing didn't block our view of land while on flight.

our flight was 710hrs in the morning. which explains why the beautiful sight of the sun.

and upon touchdown, we headed straight to our hotel. and to our surprise, they gave us a room for honeymooners!

we were welcomed with this heart decor on our bed that's made up of fresh rose petals.

we almost decide to sleep on the floor instead cuz we didn't want to damage the decor!

even their toilet paper is done up nicely!

that's the vain girl.

our lunch on day 1, shark's fin and bird nest. damn cheap.

our shopping intake as of day 2.

i love this bruce lee t-shirt and it's packaging. lol

our dinner.

we were given complimentary fruits for honeymooners! lol

that's us.

and us.

and i really wonder how is that austin mini is gonna get out of the parking slot. the car is practically being kissed on its lips and butt! i wonder how is that pick up is going to get out too! lol

siam paragon. it's a shopping mall that taka and paragon here can never win against. they have a level that sells cars like porsche and lambo. cool.

i find this interesting tho. at thai's airport.

and us . while we dreaded coming back, but oh well, all good things have got to end. sigh

on a lighter note, the trip is as clear and calm as the clear blue sky.

but anyway, we've decided to fly to bangkok once annually cuz of the wonderful experience there. and i'm thinking of taiwan next year too! hmm...

till then, see ya guys!

always be my baby

we were as one babe
for a moment in time
and it seemed everlasting that you would always be mine
now you want to be free
so i'm letting you fly
cause i know in my heart babe
our love will never die, no

you'll always be a part of me
i'm a part of you indefinitely
girl don't you know you can't escape me
ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
and we'll linger on
time can't erase a feeling this strong
no way you're never gonna shake me
ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

and yes, you'll always be my baby.

bangkok

hey guys! i'm back from my very anticipated trip to bangkok! it has been very fruitful for the past 4 days, with all the good food, the shopping, and even the part where our legs ache from all the walking feels good!

it's my first trip with baby on a plane, which kinda explains why we're pretty excited bout this trip. we just gotta see for ourselves about the reputation of bangkok. true enough, everything is what we expect of!

i've gotta say that their fashion is way ahead of us. the clothings, accessories, blah blah is definately better than us. makes me wonder if singapore is really a number 1 country in asia. ha. but anyway, everything there is cheap. with really nice dresses, shirts, t-shirts, pants, berms, skirts, costing as low as $4 a piece! we had shark's fin and bird nest for lunch on our first day. need i say more? hahas.

we've photos tho not that plenty cuz we spent 3/4 of our time there shopping. i'm lazy to upload yea.

oh ya, i was like searching for Thai express over in bangkok to compare their tom yum. but... i still think that thai express didn't dare to venture their business in thailand. lol. the ppl over there is really polite, i find myself very rude and unglam for the first time in my entire life. hahas.

and oh well, i'm back. which sounds like a pretty depressing thing. we unpacked our stuffs and baby fixed this puzzle lamp which looked reallllllllly pretty for her bro's girlfriend's new home. afterwhich, i took my 2 baby out for dinner. the big baby and the little boy for seafood.

man, i miss bangkok. sigh.. thus explains why we will travel to bangkok once every year from now on! lol

i'm gonna make my eyes sore with all the stuffs we bought now. till then guys, see ya! er, might be long tho. lol

puzzles

life is like a puzzle. it is these adjoining small little pieces which makes up the bigger picture. and recently, i just realized that it applies directly to actions too! it is these small little things that we do, really conveys the kind of message to another. but kinda lately, i can't seem to absorb any sort of information. kinda sad huh

i've been seeing alot of small little things at work lately. it makes me think...

but anyway, it's nice having made many new friends! i've been listening to many ns stories as there's a handful of them who just ORD, worked there!

alright. just some random post. i'm just bored. damn bored. and exhausted.

bye.

excited!

and once again, the much anticipated get-away is here and confirmed! this time round, we're venturing into a place full of its rich culture, the unique accent and language that the people holds, of the elephants being the most adored animals, of the uncountable temples which many bow their heads to, and of course, the many flavours of this food haven! we've travelled by sea and land before. this time, we're going by air! what's more, it's just only the 2 of us!

the plan was planned months ago, and when the opportunity comes by, we thought why not just grab it! and hullah! we just did! and for now, we're gonna be busy with the pre-trip preparation that's due on mid-may. it seriously doesn't seems too far away from us yea. judging by the fact that our weekdays are burnt at work, which left us a short weekend to do our preparation.

hotel bookings is underway, shopping for luggage is one of the option though not necessary. understanding more of their culture, reading up on the must-go-places and the must-eat-food and the must-do-things. i'm so so so excited!

and my recent days were somewhat busy. the new job i had is kind of my cup of tea. the many new friends made were good. some funny, some weird, some intelligent ones, and well, some scholars to be. but most of all, this new exposure enables me to really have a very intimate close up at how embarrassing singaporeans can be. sometimes, i do not feel proud to be a singaporean. but with no choice to choose but to choose this the only choice, i'm one. some are totally idiotic and stupid. many are unreasonable. some were pretty good. and of course, i've had my hands-on on this best taxi driver i've met thus far.

which kinda questioned myself that does religion really constitutes a human behavior? i've never had a good impression on any cabbies driver before. but this one man, made me feel that he is the nicest of all. thus greatly offsets the little argument i had with another cab driver the day before.

but anyway, things are pretty good though tiring that i have to wake up early every morning recently. and just last sunday, i visited my maternal grandma's grave for qing ming and with the many army personnel's and police officers walking around the cemeteries made me wonder if all these is just necessary. things aren't that simple as what all of us think. it is definately more than meets the eye.

just days back, i pondered about the importance and significance of every little english word. a simple thank you could mean the entire world to someone. a simple smile could light up the life of another one. and sorry could mend millions of broken hearts worldwide. but it makes me wonder that perhaps these words are often taken either too lightly or too often that the impact of it ain't the way it should be anymore. ooh well, pride can certainly kill anything that's suppose to stand strong. but then again, ain't these words the basis of life? just like a simple "i love you" could make hearts closer? it's too late when the heart starts realizing what's important to it when the thing's gone. try not to be always too late. =))

and now, time to go back to reality where i'm gonna continue writing my thoughts in my hearts and i shall see you guys soon! hopefully!

adios!

sorry

Oh I had a lot to say, was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same

[pre-chorus]
Cause everything inside it never comes out right.
And when i see you cry, it makes me wanna die

[chorus]
I'm sorry i'm bad, i'm sorry i'm blue, i'm sorry about all things i said to you
and i know i can't take it back.
I love how you kiss, i love all you're sounds, and baby the way you make my world go round.
And i just wanted to say i'm sorry
This time i think i'm to blame it's harder to get through the days
you get older and blame turns to shame

every single day i think about how we came all this way
the sleepless nights and the tears you cried it's never too late to make it right
oh yeah sorry...

what's in store?

things sure do gets a little blurry when i start thinking about my future. am so afraid of making the wrong choices, with no turning back. ooh well. everything comes with a price. but for now, the price tag seems a little too pricey than i thought it would be.

but anyway, i've tonnes of photos to upload but were a little, not very lazy kind of mood. photos from the Airshow 2008 taken with baby. (many thanks to nat and roy for the tix! and very very sorry for being late!) and ooh well, haw pa villa too! Airshow was great! i mean, if i take the looooooooooooooooooooong waiting time out of the picture. it definately feels so nice to be able to touch the planes that's on display. the F16s, F15s, lockheed martin's and all. and and and, A380 is so HUUUUUUUUUUUUUGE! and i really mean huge! alright, that's why it's called the world's largest passenger plane.

exams are over for almost a week and till date, i had lots of post-exams fun! not forgetting the prawning session i had with baby and her brother with her da-sao!

quite frankly, i've been trying to pick up my guts to address baby's bro as kor. i know it doesn't sound tough at all. but for the past 20 years, i've been called kor myself but have not tried calling someone else kor! so guys, pray hard for me to have that courage!

the test postponed test was taken on the 26th. when i told it, i was like, wtf! i seriously didn't see it coming. oohh well, it seems this shall be the last of it. there goes my dream. =(

but hey, my options are always open! i'll always try to broaden the available options on the gambling table. if this player loses to the banker, i've still have got my other hands to try on.

and to be quite frankly again, i'm pretty jealous for the fact that most of my friends around me have gotten letters to attend check ups/interviews for commandos/diver. i mean, why the hell am i not even selected when i'm a freaking PES A status and got my napha gold and when i really did my very very best in the IQ test during my checkup! but hey, on the brighter side, if i do get into Tekong, i might have a higher chance of getting into OCS! which is definitely, glad to say one of my options too!

this year has got to be a very exciting year for me. with many outcomes to look forward to. i really pray hard for things to turn out the way i want it to.

till then guys, see ya!

p.s, i love my pretty baby very much!

genting

hi guys! a very late gong xi fa cai!

and and i'm back from genting! i've tonnes of photos. but i'm gonna just upload that special few. =))

that's us in the cable car. nice view.

we took this bumpy boat ride. cute baby heh!

hahas. that's me.

and oh ya, on the way to genting, our friends gave us condoms. it was a gift from their friends to them. and so they tot they wanna donate one to each couple.

and so, on the second day, baby and me being bored, we decided to play with condoms. er, basically, it's me being bored actually. hhahas.

i blew the condom into a balloon! lol and i took the another condom from another couple friend and put water.

i tell you man. these condoms is damn strong. it's been tested and proven by us. look at the huge "balloon" and the "water bag". oh ya, the condom brand is the copenhagen. the ones in the funky funky box that you can see in almost every condom section in the pharmacy. lol

the cool ppl that we went with. 3 pairs, 3 couples. =))

i had extreme fun at the theme parks, ate many many delicious foods, sat the cable car, had my daily dosage of damn cold air (it wasn't that cold when i last went there), so cold that my leg's hair almost tear when i scratch them. and and i manage to gain entry to the casino. not just me, but me and baby! and fyi, we're both not officially 21. plus baby is so kiddy looking! cute baby. =)

so that's about it. looking back, i've been travelling alot lately. the frequent visits to malaysia, genting, batam. and next up, bangkok with baby at end of march. details are not yet confirm, but hopefully she's able to take some time off to go. and plus, the vitamin M factor. lol

i always love having baby around me. especially when we can have our own getaway away from this western part of singapore. chalet, malaysia, batam and genting. it's always nice having her around.

and yes, i love her so. and thanks, for the simple and sweet valentine.

=))

oh ya, and i've got a very important test on the 26thfeb. pray hard for me guys. it's really important to me. this could be the first of the many tests (which i pray really hard that it will be) or this could be the first and the last.

so till then guys, sayonara!

good tues

after 8 tiring months, with 2 nights to spare every week, i'm officially off from my duties at tan tock seng. it's been one memorable journey. and just this morning when i knocked off from work, i walked out the emergency pharmacy smiling to myself. knowing that i've accomplished yet another rewarding experience.

i've to say that this is one of the most taught jobs i ever had. forget about those lame ass waiter jobs. i think they're a fucking waste of time. life is precious. relationships too. health is important. and today, i'm not afraid to say that i've learnt a substantial amount of medicine knowledge. from HIV drugs, to constipation relievers, eye infections to even date rape drugs! lol.

how people abuses drugs for the wrong causes. how patients can get really rowdy. how people can shout their asses off arguing with one another outside A&E. of life and deaths. of people coming in escorted with handcuffs. of people bleeding here and there. broken legs, broken heads. you name it, i've seen it.

but of course not forgetting the bitching about some of the colleagues there. most were marvelous. some were real jerks and sluts. the friends i made there, is one whom i'll never forget.
i'm glad that my tiring nights is over. yet sad that i won't be continuing there. but like i always say to my colleagues. that i'll still see them in days to come. especially during my NS days. geng MC. hahas!

thanks guys. for making a great impact on my life. the different problems we shared and encountered in our personal lives. the office politics we all use to face. the curses that we always shoots the nurses. and more.

and yes, with this chapter closed, more of new beginnings is on the way.

like perhaps genting in the middle of my exam period? hhas. not forgetting the entire house i can have to myself next week. most of all, baby's exams are officially over today! imagine the fun i'm gonna have these coming days.

yay!

stay tune guys!

=))

it's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere i go
but i'm doing it
it's hard to force that smile when i see our old friends and i'm alone
still harder
getting up, getting dressed, living with this regret
but i know if i could do it over
i would trade away all the words that i saved in my heart
that i left unspoken

there are days every now and again i pretend i'm okay. but that's not what gets me.

i miss everything. the things that no longer belong to the present.

ha

=))

i've been so crazy over 2 cars lately. mercedez cls and the bmw 6 series. if you're lucky enough, you can see one in the streets. lol.

life's pretty mundane lately. work, sch work sch. nothing else. open house was last week. pretty good. and my projects are now officially over. FYP done, even my very last understanding the media's project is done.

which means, next week, i only need to attend class on mon and tues!! the rest? woo!!!!!!

went st james last sat tho. jessie's birthday. =) here's the birthday girl...


life's been surprising lately. with some unexpected surprises. hahas. sometimes it's funny to see how we're connected to one another. friends of friends. and friends of friends of friends of friends. get it? lol

what if one day, god comes down and gives you a tight slap? and say why can't you understand of the plans i have for you? why do you always have to go against me? what would you do?

what do you do when you feel what you receive is not even half of what you gave? is it suppose to be like this? or is it just some, i don't know. i know for sure, it's not suppose to be like this. never will.

never mind. no one knows. no one will. as usual.

till then, see you guys.

hi all. was looking thru my photo folders and came across this picture in it. a BMW 6 series.

i really wish i could take it, and drive myself to a far far far away place. and never come back.

and gawd, perhaps everything is almost like a mercury thermometer. i really hoped that the markings would plunge down soon. it is at its surface when i checked it today. and i was in total shock. it almost blew liquids out of my eyes. too much have been kept. and it's seriously filling up the spaces in the ram.

"let it go my boy. let it go. only then the weary feels lighter". i remembered this so clearly. so vividly. and yes, it's been 5 years. and it's been said that the greatest regret thus far, is to turn around and walk away.

it's said that he needs it badly. a listening ear, and a comforting shoulder to cry on. i know none can compare to you, and you.

smile. =))

detective.

just yesterday,i was a witness to a burglary in ngee ann. here's the evidence.

you see the guy in green? acting so suspicious?

hahas. that's my best friend roy. hahahahas.

and just the other day, i came across this adverts.

no matter how bad my chinese are, i still can write better than this.

hahas. was bored. on this boring ngee ann open house.

til then, see you guys. =))

i just wanna get out of this house and never come back.
i just wanna get out of this house and never come back.
i just wanna get out of this house and never come back.
i just wanna get out of this house and never come back.
i just wanna get out of this house and never come back.
i just wanna get out of this house and never come back.
i just wanna get out of this house and never come back.
i just wanna get out of this house and never come back.
i just wanna get out of this house and never come back.
i just wanna get out of this house and never come back.
i just wanna get out of this house and never come back.
i just wanna get out of this house and never come back.
i just wanna get out of this house and never come back.
i just wanna get out of this house and never come back.
i just wanna get out of this house and never come back.
i just wanna get out of this house and never come back.
i just wanna get out of this house and never come back.
i just wanna get out of this house and never come back.
i just wanna get out of this house and never come back.
i just wanna get out of this house and never come back.

i just wanna go somewhere peaceful. and pls, leave me alone.
i just wanna go somewhere peaceful. and pls, leave me alone.
i just wanna go somewhere peaceful. and pls, leave me alone.
i just wanna go somewhere peaceful. and pls, leave me alone.
i just wanna go somewhere peaceful. and pls, leave me alone.
i just wanna go somewhere peaceful. and pls, leave me alone.
i just wanna go somewhere peaceful. and pls, leave me alone.
i just wanna go somewhere peaceful. and pls, leave me alone.
i just wanna go somewhere peaceful. and pls, leave me alone.
i just wanna go somewhere peaceful. and pls, leave me alone.
i just wanna go somewhere peaceful. and pls, leave me alone.
i just wanna go somewhere peaceful. and pls, leave me alone.
i just wanna go somewhere peaceful. and pls, leave me alone.
i just wanna go somewhere peaceful. and pls, leave me alone.
i just wanna go somewhere peaceful. and pls, leave me alone.
i just wanna go somewhere peaceful. and pls, leave me alone.
i just wanna go somewhere peaceful. and pls, leave me alone.
i just wanna go somewhere peaceful. and pls, leave me alone.
i just wanna go somewhere peaceful. and pls, leave me alone.
i just wanna go somewhere peaceful. and pls, leave me alone.

AND I FUCKING SAID LEAVE ME ALONE YOU FUCKING UNDERSTAND!

i miss my baby. so much. =(

i was wondering, why do i work so hard every week? work twice a week, and then attend lessons. why?

i go crazy

nice.

pieces

what will you do when the pieces don't fit anymore?

drunk?

a guy's words is real only if he is not drunk.

or

a guy's words is real if he is drunk.

hmm.

what do you think?

lol

2008!

how good can it be on this very first day of 2008! i ended mine with this brilliantly display of an array of fireworks!

even best, waking up this morning with your love one beside you is indescribable beyond words. to make things better, a little shopping and steamboat for dinner!

absolutely fantastic!

happy new year everyone!