good tues

after 8 tiring months, with 2 nights to spare every week, i'm officially off from my duties at tan tock seng. it's been one memorable journey. and just this morning when i knocked off from work, i walked out the emergency pharmacy smiling to myself. knowing that i've accomplished yet another rewarding experience.

i've to say that this is one of the most taught jobs i ever had. forget about those lame ass waiter jobs. i think they're a fucking waste of time. life is precious. relationships too. health is important. and today, i'm not afraid to say that i've learnt a substantial amount of medicine knowledge. from HIV drugs, to constipation relievers, eye infections to even date rape drugs! lol.

how people abuses drugs for the wrong causes. how patients can get really rowdy. how people can shout their asses off arguing with one another outside A&E. of life and deaths. of people coming in escorted with handcuffs. of people bleeding here and there. broken legs, broken heads. you name it, i've seen it.

but of course not forgetting the bitching about some of the colleagues there. most were marvelous. some were real jerks and sluts. the friends i made there, is one whom i'll never forget.
i'm glad that my tiring nights is over. yet sad that i won't be continuing there. but like i always say to my colleagues. that i'll still see them in days to come. especially during my NS days. geng MC. hahas!

thanks guys. for making a great impact on my life. the different problems we shared and encountered in our personal lives. the office politics we all use to face. the curses that we always shoots the nurses. and more.

and yes, with this chapter closed, more of new beginnings is on the way.

like perhaps genting in the middle of my exam period? hhas. not forgetting the entire house i can have to myself next week. most of all, baby's exams are officially over today! imagine the fun i'm gonna have these coming days.

yay!

stay tune guys!

=))

it's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere i go
but i'm doing it
it's hard to force that smile when i see our old friends and i'm alone
still harder
getting up, getting dressed, living with this regret
but i know if i could do it over
i would trade away all the words that i saved in my heart
that i left unspoken

there are days every now and again i pretend i'm okay. but that's not what gets me.

i miss everything. the things that no longer belong to the present.

ha

=))

i've been so crazy over 2 cars lately. mercedez cls and the bmw 6 series. if you're lucky enough, you can see one in the streets. lol.

life's pretty mundane lately. work, sch work sch. nothing else. open house was last week. pretty good. and my projects are now officially over. FYP done, even my very last understanding the media's project is done.

which means, next week, i only need to attend class on mon and tues!! the rest? woo!!!!!!

went st james last sat tho. jessie's birthday. =) here's the birthday girl...


life's been surprising lately. with some unexpected surprises. hahas. sometimes it's funny to see how we're connected to one another. friends of friends. and friends of friends of friends of friends. get it? lol

what if one day, god comes down and gives you a tight slap? and say why can't you understand of the plans i have for you? why do you always have to go against me? what would you do?

what do you do when you feel what you receive is not even half of what you gave? is it suppose to be like this? or is it just some, i don't know. i know for sure, it's not suppose to be like this. never will.

never mind. no one knows. no one will. as usual.

till then, see you guys.

hi all. was looking thru my photo folders and came across this picture in it. a BMW 6 series.

i really wish i could take it, and drive myself to a far far far away place. and never come back.

and gawd, perhaps everything is almost like a mercury thermometer. i really hoped that the markings would plunge down soon. it is at its surface when i checked it today. and i was in total shock. it almost blew liquids out of my eyes. too much have been kept. and it's seriously filling up the spaces in the ram.

"let it go my boy. let it go. only then the weary feels lighter". i remembered this so clearly. so vividly. and yes, it's been 5 years. and it's been said that the greatest regret thus far, is to turn around and walk away.

it's said that he needs it badly. a listening ear, and a comforting shoulder to cry on. i know none can compare to you, and you.

smile. =))

detective.

just yesterday,i was a witness to a burglary in ngee ann. here's the evidence.

you see the guy in green? acting so suspicious?

hahas. that's my best friend roy. hahahahas.

and just the other day, i came across this adverts.

no matter how bad my chinese are, i still can write better than this.

hahas. was bored. on this boring ngee ann open house.

til then, see you guys. =))

i just wanna get out of this house and never come back.
i just wanna get out of this house and never come back.
i just wanna get out of this house and never come back.
i just wanna get out of this house and never come back.
i just wanna get out of this house and never come back.
i just wanna get out of this house and never come back.
i just wanna get out of this house and never come back.
i just wanna get out of this house and never come back.
i just wanna get out of this house and never come back.
i just wanna get out of this house and never come back.
i just wanna get out of this house and never come back.
i just wanna get out of this house and never come back.
i just wanna get out of this house and never come back.
i just wanna get out of this house and never come back.
i just wanna get out of this house and never come back.
i just wanna get out of this house and never come back.
i just wanna get out of this house and never come back.
i just wanna get out of this house and never come back.
i just wanna get out of this house and never come back.
i just wanna get out of this house and never come back.

i just wanna go somewhere peaceful. and pls, leave me alone.
i just wanna go somewhere peaceful. and pls, leave me alone.
i just wanna go somewhere peaceful. and pls, leave me alone.
i just wanna go somewhere peaceful. and pls, leave me alone.
i just wanna go somewhere peaceful. and pls, leave me alone.
i just wanna go somewhere peaceful. and pls, leave me alone.
i just wanna go somewhere peaceful. and pls, leave me alone.
i just wanna go somewhere peaceful. and pls, leave me alone.
i just wanna go somewhere peaceful. and pls, leave me alone.
i just wanna go somewhere peaceful. and pls, leave me alone.
i just wanna go somewhere peaceful. and pls, leave me alone.
i just wanna go somewhere peaceful. and pls, leave me alone.
i just wanna go somewhere peaceful. and pls, leave me alone.
i just wanna go somewhere peaceful. and pls, leave me alone.
i just wanna go somewhere peaceful. and pls, leave me alone.
i just wanna go somewhere peaceful. and pls, leave me alone.
i just wanna go somewhere peaceful. and pls, leave me alone.
i just wanna go somewhere peaceful. and pls, leave me alone.
i just wanna go somewhere peaceful. and pls, leave me alone.
i just wanna go somewhere peaceful. and pls, leave me alone.

AND I FUCKING SAID LEAVE ME ALONE YOU FUCKING UNDERSTAND!

i miss my baby. so much. =(

i was wondering, why do i work so hard every week? work twice a week, and then attend lessons. why?

i go crazy

nice.

pieces

what will you do when the pieces don't fit anymore?

drunk?

a guy's words is real only if he is not drunk.

or

a guy's words is real if he is drunk.

hmm.

what do you think?

lol

2008!

how good can it be on this very first day of 2008! i ended mine with this brilliantly display of an array of fireworks!

even best, waking up this morning with your love one beside you is indescribable beyond words. to make things better, a little shopping and steamboat for dinner!

absolutely fantastic!

happy new year everyone!