Friday, 17 August 2007

exams

one down, last to go. =)

nothing interesting recently. just the same old routine of sch, study, work, training, gyms and the meet ups with the many different ppl.

spent my last 2 nights studying over at a friend's place. such late night activities do spark the mental instability to react. but well, i guess it's all worth it after all. =))

relationships discussion over the study table have got it all rather intriguing to the mind. it left us leaning on our backs, scratching our heads looking for answers that no formulea could ever give us. maybe being an engineer makes us as a person who go step by steps.

i've calculated. and i've overspent this month. it's only the 17th, and i've already overspent. damn.

life's been a nut cracker for me recently. too much questions to answer. too much questions to ask. not forgetting the many questions that i'm avoiding to answer temporary. hahas. nothing beats the weary in me about that case. how am i to handle it? i don't know. i simply just don't know.

life's been great too! tho i'm down with sore throat and the occasional coughs late at night. and perhaps this is the one question that we're trying to avoid to answer. ha! i knew this had to be something different. and true enough, it is something different. perhaps i prefer such differences. having to go thru the same thing do make a person sick.

i spent a quarter of my afternoon hugging a mr bean's bear to sleep today. it was a short nap, and it can take me into a deep sleep. maybe it's only in places where we start to have ourselves sheltered under the wings of comfort will we be able to find peace. i'd beg to say that it's never about the physical fatigue. nothing beats the pleasure of soaking our very selves into the presence of our appointed source of joy.

simple and sweet. i like.

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