a dozen things on my mind. it's been a while i last took a drive up to the airport's runway late at night. the best place to tidy up my library of thoughts and enjoy the cool breezy night with jet roars filling the echoes of the sky. i'd always try to outrun planes taking off or touching down. the gravity of this world is very pressurizing. i'd love to fly. away from the steps of the ground. perhaps life at midair feels much better than here.
=))
i skipped school today. fatigue is winning the battle inside of me. and of course, i had this little time for myself in the afternoon. it's been ages i last watch discovery channel on a weekday afternoon! more so on watching telly on a weekday. hahas. i kinda missed my tv watching days. my relationship with my tv is drifting apart. =( lol
with regards to my previous post bout marriage and child bearing, i've actually received comments about it! hahas. loyal readers loyal readers. candace the spy and yuling, the ex neighbour. well, marriage is more than just what you guys would think. more so for child bearing. no doubt i love kids. they're adorable, they bring the kiddy out of the adults and stuffs. it's a commitment that's gonna last us for about the next 20years? speaking of which, i didn't even think that singapore is a conducive environment to have kids. c'mon, the gahment have been encouraging ppl to give birth. but do you think it's a good place to have kids here? IF i EVER want to have kids (haha) , i'll never wanna have it here. financial security, job security, the pressure that this society brings. why bring a life here to suffer? hahas. jkjk. aiyya, no one understands ah.
i tried picking up a newspaper to read yesterday. and it seems that i couldn't read at all. i think i lost my drive to keep up with the news. but gossips still works best for me. hahas. my community's tabloids. lol.
any job to intro me? i wanna work from 29sept-14oct. that's the only holiday i'm having.
perhaps, some things are better left unsaid. curiosity kills. all these while, i've been controlling myself not to ask too much questions. cuz i never wanted to have many questions coming straight at me. but then, thinking about it, it takes mutual understanding to get something going. i recently told an old friend that every relationship has got their own share of problems. (when i say relationship, it means all sorts of human relationships). it took me quite awhile to begin asking myself. if that is the case, what will our problems be? everything seems perfect till date, everything is good so far. i'm thankful for that. once we've found the solution to our problems, we thought that's the end of it. but the thing is, do we have the eyes to see our problems again?
i can't wait for graduation day. rong had just secured herself a job after her graduation at SP on the coming feb. so good la. i still gotta work cheaply for the gahment for 2 years. by the time i'm out of army, she is like don't know how many times richer than me. ha! speaking of which, she suggested going taiwan after graduation. that's why i need moneyyyyyyyyyyyyyy so baaaaaaaadllllllllllllllyyyyyyyy. i don't even know if i have the time to go not. sadded. i so want to travel la! =(
time to hook onto my psp, rest awhile more, then off for training. my pretty little thing is working her ass off again tonight. till 2am. happy working!
i miss you suddenly! ha.
if there's one wish i'd love to have, it'll be to stop the time right at the moment where i.............
=))
i skipped school today. fatigue is winning the battle inside of me. and of course, i had this little time for myself in the afternoon. it's been ages i last watch discovery channel on a weekday afternoon! more so on watching telly on a weekday. hahas. i kinda missed my tv watching days. my relationship with my tv is drifting apart. =( lol
with regards to my previous post bout marriage and child bearing, i've actually received comments about it! hahas. loyal readers loyal readers. candace the spy and yuling, the ex neighbour. well, marriage is more than just what you guys would think. more so for child bearing. no doubt i love kids. they're adorable, they bring the kiddy out of the adults and stuffs. it's a commitment that's gonna last us for about the next 20years? speaking of which, i didn't even think that singapore is a conducive environment to have kids. c'mon, the gahment have been encouraging ppl to give birth. but do you think it's a good place to have kids here? IF i EVER want to have kids (haha) , i'll never wanna have it here. financial security, job security, the pressure that this society brings. why bring a life here to suffer? hahas. jkjk. aiyya, no one understands ah.
i tried picking up a newspaper to read yesterday. and it seems that i couldn't read at all. i think i lost my drive to keep up with the news. but gossips still works best for me. hahas. my community's tabloids. lol.
any job to intro me? i wanna work from 29sept-14oct. that's the only holiday i'm having.
perhaps, some things are better left unsaid. curiosity kills. all these while, i've been controlling myself not to ask too much questions. cuz i never wanted to have many questions coming straight at me. but then, thinking about it, it takes mutual understanding to get something going. i recently told an old friend that every relationship has got their own share of problems. (when i say relationship, it means all sorts of human relationships). it took me quite awhile to begin asking myself. if that is the case, what will our problems be? everything seems perfect till date, everything is good so far. i'm thankful for that. once we've found the solution to our problems, we thought that's the end of it. but the thing is, do we have the eyes to see our problems again?
i can't wait for graduation day. rong had just secured herself a job after her graduation at SP on the coming feb. so good la. i still gotta work cheaply for the gahment for 2 years. by the time i'm out of army, she is like don't know how many times richer than me. ha! speaking of which, she suggested going taiwan after graduation. that's why i need moneyyyyyyyyyyyyyy so baaaaaaaadllllllllllllllyyyyyyyy. i don't even know if i have the time to go not. sadded. i so want to travel la! =(
time to hook onto my psp, rest awhile more, then off for training. my pretty little thing is working her ass off again tonight. till 2am. happy working!
i miss you suddenly! ha.
if there's one wish i'd love to have, it'll be to stop the time right at the moment where i.............
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