exams are over! and i have the entire week to enjoy before i roll back into school for VPP. sadness. ha!
anyway, i think enough of the speculation game and stuffs. i wasn't trying to avoid answering questions about me being attached and stuffs. all the "for me to know and for you to find out" thingy should come to an end. i'm so sorry that it kinda made you look "transparent". but that wasn't what i meant in the first place.
anyway, it's sooner or later that i gotta leak this out. so i was thinking, why not now? some of my closer buds have already kinda figured out. thus' explaining the term, "for me to know, for you to find out". and they really did find out! lol.
anyway, some stuffs about us. we were classmates back then in secondary school. though we weren't close, but yea, we were classmates back then. we did dnt as well. one of the subjects that we kinda dreaded the most. went thru the rantings, shoutings and arguments with mdm chang in chinese lessons. even witness first hand of mdm chang's unshaved armpit! ha. and many more.
it was a simple start for us which she terms it as me being cheeky. but i'm naive okay! like losing fats through open wounds. lol. the very one night i'm not gonna forget is the night we spent at vivo roof area overlooking sentosa, the night sky and the cable cars. trying to dump each other into the pool, laughed all the way from vivo to mrt station to harbour front interchange. so much so that we forgot that we need to top up her ez link card at the mrt station when we board the bus home. and many more.
our journey thus' far have been simple, but sweet. it made me realised that having certain significance in a rs doesn't mean the rs can last. ultimately, it is not going to be the significance that this rs is kept alive. no, it doesn't work that way. the working force for any rs to work out is not about the materialistic significance. so what if "fate" shows its face to bring us together time again and again? we must know that "fate" will turn its back against us one day. plus i guess in the case of human rs, decisions plays a major role, not "fate".
i went thru my last break up with much hatred and frustration with the ppl who weren't even in the picture at all. my explanations are suppose to be done by me alone. not by ppl who do not know the entire pic. the one that angers me the most is some ppl, in order to protect its ass, create some story which made me look like the bad guy. and it's cuz of this, my explanations were pushed aside. i spent my days drinking, picked up smoking. and made major mistakes. when these mistakes slapped me in my head, i told myself, enough is enough. stop doing things to show. this ain't the kind of guy that spencer is.
i'm sorry for my every mistakes during this period. this guilt have haunt me until this very day. on the day i got tgt with rong, i told myself, i ought to put everything down, including forgiving myselves for the mistakes i've done and move on. and i moved on til this very day.
i'm glad that these mistakes slapped me in my head. cuz i'm a happy boy today. her unexpected, yet gentle caring heart is what i loved about her. i don't feel uptight at all. the small and simple surprises works well for both of us too. she have met my parents alr, so far so good. =)
i'm happy that exams are over. and we can finally meet up. rong came over to play with my little baby at home, and watched some movies before meeting my dear friend roy at jurong point to accompany him get some stuffs. i'm so happy for him to see him so deeply in love. =) went malaysia with rong for our late dinner. she played bomberman on my psp while having a slight jam at the causeway got her screaming around in the car whenever she "dies". ha! i smiled blissfully. had a huge portion of stingray, kang kong, fried kway teow and sugar cane. cheap cheap. total only RM32 ringgit! kang kong was bad. stingray is ok. fried kway teow is the best! i love malaysia's food. =) surprisingly, mum didn't scold that i took her car to malaysia. hahas! next time can go again! hhahas.
next up, i need money. to save up to go bangkok with her at mid-october. mum gave me this one-plus-one voucher to bangkok. i told her i'll be going but i haven't told her with who. i need money. more money. for the trip and for my bloody case. !@#$%^
too long winded. here's some photos taken few weeks back at some pub over at chinatown. =)
anyway, i think enough of the speculation game and stuffs. i wasn't trying to avoid answering questions about me being attached and stuffs. all the "for me to know and for you to find out" thingy should come to an end. i'm so sorry that it kinda made you look "transparent". but that wasn't what i meant in the first place.
anyway, it's sooner or later that i gotta leak this out. so i was thinking, why not now? some of my closer buds have already kinda figured out. thus' explaining the term, "for me to know, for you to find out". and they really did find out! lol.
anyway, some stuffs about us. we were classmates back then in secondary school. though we weren't close, but yea, we were classmates back then. we did dnt as well. one of the subjects that we kinda dreaded the most. went thru the rantings, shoutings and arguments with mdm chang in chinese lessons. even witness first hand of mdm chang's unshaved armpit! ha. and many more.
it was a simple start for us which she terms it as me being cheeky. but i'm naive okay! like losing fats through open wounds. lol. the very one night i'm not gonna forget is the night we spent at vivo roof area overlooking sentosa, the night sky and the cable cars. trying to dump each other into the pool, laughed all the way from vivo to mrt station to harbour front interchange. so much so that we forgot that we need to top up her ez link card at the mrt station when we board the bus home. and many more.
our journey thus' far have been simple, but sweet. it made me realised that having certain significance in a rs doesn't mean the rs can last. ultimately, it is not going to be the significance that this rs is kept alive. no, it doesn't work that way. the working force for any rs to work out is not about the materialistic significance. so what if "fate" shows its face to bring us together time again and again? we must know that "fate" will turn its back against us one day. plus i guess in the case of human rs, decisions plays a major role, not "fate".
i went thru my last break up with much hatred and frustration with the ppl who weren't even in the picture at all. my explanations are suppose to be done by me alone. not by ppl who do not know the entire pic. the one that angers me the most is some ppl, in order to protect its ass, create some story which made me look like the bad guy. and it's cuz of this, my explanations were pushed aside. i spent my days drinking, picked up smoking. and made major mistakes. when these mistakes slapped me in my head, i told myself, enough is enough. stop doing things to show. this ain't the kind of guy that spencer is.
i'm sorry for my every mistakes during this period. this guilt have haunt me until this very day. on the day i got tgt with rong, i told myself, i ought to put everything down, including forgiving myselves for the mistakes i've done and move on. and i moved on til this very day.
i'm glad that these mistakes slapped me in my head. cuz i'm a happy boy today. her unexpected, yet gentle caring heart is what i loved about her. i don't feel uptight at all. the small and simple surprises works well for both of us too. she have met my parents alr, so far so good. =)
i'm happy that exams are over. and we can finally meet up. rong came over to play with my little baby at home, and watched some movies before meeting my dear friend roy at jurong point to accompany him get some stuffs. i'm so happy for him to see him so deeply in love. =) went malaysia with rong for our late dinner. she played bomberman on my psp while having a slight jam at the causeway got her screaming around in the car whenever she "dies". ha! i smiled blissfully. had a huge portion of stingray, kang kong, fried kway teow and sugar cane. cheap cheap. total only RM32 ringgit! kang kong was bad. stingray is ok. fried kway teow is the best! i love malaysia's food. =) surprisingly, mum didn't scold that i took her car to malaysia. hahas! next time can go again! hhahas.
next up, i need money. to save up to go bangkok with her at mid-october. mum gave me this one-plus-one voucher to bangkok. i told her i'll be going but i haven't told her with who. i need money. more money. for the trip and for my bloody case. !@#$%^
too long winded. here's some photos taken few weeks back at some pub over at chinatown. =)
simple and sweet. i like. =)
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