adrenaline pump.

hahas. i had my fun today. drove up to malaysia with parents and grandma. grandma's brother in law passed away a few days back. he fell somewhere and hit his head which eventually killed him. yea, so we went for his funeral over at yong peng or something like that. it's er, about 170km away from johore. so it took bout an hour and half for us to reach there. i drove. i speed. dad say i can speed. so i took it to the limit and he train me for it. hahas. train me how to drive in malaysia's highway. apparently, they have their own set of rules.

today's top speed i tried, 140km/hr. the feeling is so good. dad say, if you're feeling down, you speed. you will feel better. but you must be careful. sad to say, singapore's traffic is not a good atmosphere to speed. hahas. we went in the afternoon. left the place at round 9pm.

i tell you man. their highway at night is totally dark. no road lamps, nothing. it's like you driving under the dark sky. and you can see stars too! while in the highway, i was like driving 120km, and like i said, it's dark. suddenly, we saw something on the road! can you imagine that? i'm not quite sure wat it is. but the speed of the car is too fast for me to even react to it. and the wheels just ran over it. when we saw that "thing", we saw traces of blood too. seriously, i dont know wat it is. i think it's an animal which another had hit it earlier and it died there. our car ran over it. mum shouted when she saw it, i stepped on the brakes but of no use at all. it still went over it. she asked, wat's that?

i say i don't know. maybe an animal. but there's blood. and i'm sure we didn't kill it cuz it's already dead even before we ran over it. then mum threw a bombing question. wat if it is a human? shit la. i scolded her. dont anyhow say. dont think so. i mean, there's no bike lying around there, so it couldn't be a human. no one walks the long stretch of that highway late at night? especially when it's super dark? then she ask,wat if that thing is a kid who fell off a bike? cannot be la.

oh pls, i'm sure and hoping it's not a human. but anyway, grandma didn't come back with us. she decided to stay til tmr. am kindda worried about her. i hope she is ok now. dad's planning a trip to either genting or cameroon highlands. i'm excited. cuz i'm now a certified malaysian driver. hahas.

i was thinking about it just now. i find it sad that we often do catching ups with our distant relative only when there is a funeral. i mean dont you feel that way too? we often only get to meet our relatives when someone passes away. the thought of dying is scary enough. how sad can it be when someone dies, we get to meet each other? staying in contact is important. dad say that the funeral is the first funeral in that community to be so grand. we bought and ordered alot of stuffs for the funeral. apparently, it is not their tradition to put up those towels and blankets around. but we ordered from singapore. we orderes a 10 feet long blanket which stretches all the way to 3 houses long. many ppl from the community came to look at it. but that's besides the point.

mum's been asking about it recently. i think she kinda get wat i mean. no, it's not about wat you're thinking about. but er, aiyya. you guys will know it one day. haahs.

time to shower and rest.

life is good. i love it man. thanks guys. all these came at the right time. i finally am able to see it. =))