faith

had a conversation with mum on the car just now. we talked about faith. and i realised that faith is not just a simple 5 letter word. it comes with a heavy responsibility and commitment. i told her, the deeper we believe in it, we will start asking ourselves questions.

i mean, the more you participate in it, the more you go deeper in it, you will begin to look around you and yourself. are you doing wat you've been teaching or being taught? it's ironic that often, we show and maybe am that kind of person. the one that many ppl who'll want to follow you. behind them, we're still human. humane feelings and temptations will never cease to disappear. they will always be there.

yea, the more you trust your faith into something, the more questions you ask and the more questions you ask, the more you'll see yourself walking away with disappointment. is it really the truth that the basis of our existance in this world all boils down for ppl to make money from it? in this man-eater world, we're bound to be used by someone or something. even the very intriguing questions that still lingers in millions of lives, there'll be ppl who sees it as an money making opportunity. they tried to explain it, in return, we believe it to be so and offered our time, faith and money to keep that ideology going. inevitably, at the end of the day, we'll still be scratching our heads asking the same question. why are we here in this world where we often see lives going thru hardship and sufferings.

the least we could do as individuals, is to try to lighten the burdens on these ppl backs. offering help to carry their load which made them walking hunch-back as their habit, can really help to make the word life more pleasant sounding. but of course, start with the ppl around you first. =))

don't say life is unfair. cuz we all know that it's unfair. things don't usually go according to plan. but that's the purpose of it isn't it? one important life lessons we all gotta face is to be adaptive to changes.

smile, and you'll bring smiles to frowning, heavy hearted ppl. =)